Waiting...

I got a new camera guys!!!!! YAY! lol It was only $69.99 at Target and its pink (my fave color) and it came with rechargeable batteries and a batteries charger =) I'm so excited to finally have my own, lol, I always had to borrow my mom's camera and she wouldn't even let me take it out of the house lol. So I'll def be putting way more pictures up!!!

I just bought this book called "The Fashion Book" and Teen Vogue yesterday. The book is 500 of the world's top designers, models, photographers, hair stylist, and make up artist. I figured that if I'm gonna be serious about this whole fashion business I should learn everything I can about the business from every angle. I can't wait to fill my head with all this fashionable knowledge lol, but that's a whole different post.

So my boyfriend (well we're actually on break right now) is going back to Nebraska for school :( this will be his 2nd year there. He leaves August 16th :( I really wish he would go to school here in Minnesota because I miss him so much when he's gone, but I know that if it was me I'd wanna leave too. It's just so hard being in a long distance relationship, I mean I really do want to be with him but I'm beginning to wonder if we're even gonna last. This summer has been really hard on the relationship, like I said we're on a break right now. He says that he wants to be with me but he's so bad at being in a relationship, idk I guess he doesn't know how to show his feelings or stuff like that. He's not a bad guy, he treats me right, he doesn't disrespect me or nethang like that, idk how to explain it, he's just a lil clueless on somethings lol. Idk he says he's not ready right now and that he just needs sometime and I'm gonna wait because I do love him and want to be with him. I'm not gonna wait forever tho, I mean there are billions of dudes out there. So I've come to the conclusion that I'm going to give him exactly 2 months, lol. I'm not gonna talk to no dudes, just be friends and stay a single girl. If 2 months go by and he hasn't even called or texted me, or shown ne signs of wanting to get bac 2gether then I'm just gonna move on. I'm not going to hook up with the first guy that hollas or nuthin like that, I'm still gonna be waiting to see if he wants to get bac 2gether but well, I'ma have my fun while I'm waitin lol. Man, this is just so wack. I'm not scared of the future or nuthin like that but I wonder what things will be like in the next 5 months.

What do yall think, am I being stupid by seriously waiting for him to get his stuff 2gether? Should I just call it quits and move on? What do yall think I should do about this situation. Does nebody have ne advice on how to have the best long distance relationship without being too clingy?? HELP ME OUT YALL lol

(I'll put some pics on this post later, I have to go start working, lol)